Cradle of Zoom | Erin Robinsong
May 18, 2022
I listen to my reluctance, curious to see how far it goes
But you are an artist, the person said
A person with high hopes for art
I had high hopes for art too and felt that the motion
Of art was first a kind of training
To simply not be sick in the chaos
And not swallow the sick back down
A physical training for withstanding evil
I found that I wanted to bite, to be soft, to ride & send messages
I seem to require these tensions
There’s nothing formless
But the terror of speaking on a zoom call
Has a whole new motion new quease
We were being asked to accept this, to acclimate
To a realm replacement merely
These imperfect momentums are empty
The content is your art
Not as objet but as your extreme training whereby you can make anything
Strange, this is the least obvious one
Jung said the body is the densest part of the unconscious
My density started to float and dissolve after zooming
The fast-moving money of aliveness strangest of all
When I finally left my house
I found that I wanted to hide, and that I actually could
In the axiology of plants and their care I mean weeds I mean
I have 30 seconds left and must tell you my desk has an eye
It’s been here all along
In the grain of the wood, I failed to mention
How it cares for me, but now that we’re here I don’t want to omit
The details the sorcery the plainness it takes
For things to appear
Erin Robinsong is a poet, interdisciplinary artist, scholar, and the author of Rag Cosmology (Book *hug Press, 2017), Liquidity (House House Press, 2020), and Wet Dream (Brick Books, 2022). A PhD student at Concordia University, Erin’s research-creation focuses on transcorporeal poetics. Originally from Cortes Island, Erin lives in Tiohtià:ke/Montréal, Canada.
The poem “Cradle of Zoom” is from the book Wet Dream, forthcoming on September 23, 2022, with Brick Books.